I love you

But I don’t know

What that smile means

Or what that look

Is supposed to say to me

I thought I saw you

But your eyes

Went right through me

Intention evading my evaluation

Resulting in my never ending

Self imposed degradation

You like to dance for me

But never with me

I’m ever the observer

Never the partaker

Swing your hips some more

You love to talk

I can’t hear you listen

I wonder if you’d even notice

If I simply walked away

I thought I loved you

Perhaps I was just deluded

Thinking that

You ever thought

Of me at all