I should have been me

not some cool vicious phantom

I thought you wanted to see

I could have flown free

unencumbered with the chains

you love to throw upon me

I would have to agree

reason and logic screaming

you always saw me with she

I might have stayed true

lost in desire

thoughts of no one but you

I tried not to be blue

wondering and wandering

fighting dreams of you, too

I was totally cool

dispassionate or on fire

loving and ever hating you

I am me

ever a blurred vision

of who I used to be